If you decide to fold your hands and let outside forces determine what you can or cannot do, you will regret it later on in life.
As an individual, you must be about your own purpose in the world, and without apologies. Or else, you’d be about the purpose someone else prescribes for you.
However, the key question to first answer is, why are you even here? What’s the one or many problems that ache in your heart to fix? If you already know, get to it today and stop wasting time. But if you don’t know, then, there’s the thrill. Learn the things that ache your heart to fix in this world, and…voila. Now, get in front of your own narrative, and stop waiting.